Bicycles!!! Travel!!!! Adventure...

...all without having to pay these outrageous gas prices. I owe quite a bit of money. I'll start taking care of that. I have to. Don't won't to be involved in any debt in this country.

I'm in love with bicycles. I felt so amazing tonight. Zipping around. Tackling hills, just begging for the downhill coast. Every time I even think about biking a smile spreads across my face. I'm still a noob to the biking world though and I'm eager to learn as much as I can.



I've got two shows back to back today. and I played full band at the bluebird on april 6th. I can't believe people loved it so much. It was so exciting. Although I feel like the employees at the bluebird are jack asses. Entirely rude to us. I'm still very ticked by that. When I turn 21 I don't think I'll give them much business.

I leave in two days!! I can't believe this. I've never seen a mountain. I don't know what to expect from Colorado, or Kansas for that matter!!! Kansas?!? I'll be in Lawrence though so it's alright. I can't wait to go. I just wanna ride bikes. even now. God!!!! I wanna ride bikes all day long. and play guitar and ride and then rest and play guitar and sing to people. I have a dream of cross-country biking. This is all grand of course. But, maybe one day I could. I dunno. I intend to be a nomad for several years and see and live everywhere. I think I'd like to visit new york one day although I feel like I'd stand out like sore thumb and that kind of excites me. I'd definitely go with a friend that could protect me lol. I'm rambling....

OutPost

A waste of time. Blaming myself. Feeling nothing. Investing too much. Tearing down a wall. I've lost my self-control. I've lost myself in someone else. Resting all of my happiness in the lap of another. My greatest mistake. It meant nothing. Some sad regret. A thought that brings aching to my chest. I squint my eyes and try to forget. It could be so easy for you. It is so easy for you to turn away. I hope that you feel this some day. I haven't good rest in days. I haven't felt myself. I haven't been back to normal. I need to keep busy. I need to keep writing. I have a show in two days. Maintain focus. I should really buy some strings tomorrow. My car won't stop over heating. It's making me very upset. I hope it'll be alright. It keeps leaking anti-freeze. I need to find the leak. There's so much that needs to be done. I don't want to keep dwelling on an individual person. My first taste of love. I have to remember that I'm only 18. I feel so old. I'm writing new music. Moving forward I guess