I've got an Itch

I really really love this band

A Swift Return

He's Got the Whole World in His Hands

These last two weeks have been strange and really uplifting and happy. Immense thanks. I just got a job. FINALLY! after 3 months of unemployment I am joining the workforce yet again. The ole car broke down and it's all biking from here on it. I'm looking forward to it. Get into good shape. Thankfully in Bloomington things are pretty close together, makes for an easier ride. Even better news, we found a house about a mile and a half west of campus and downtown. It's a five bedroom with two full baths and a basement with a few rooms leading off of it. It's a beautiful old house with seclusion and a history of music. I'll try and bag a few photos of it. I've been recording like crazy and writing everyday. trying to create more and more material. I'm working with putting together a full band for house parties and venues that would prefer full band to lone singer-songwriter. I've got many plans for the summer. I've begun working out taking a bus from Indy to Kansas to Colorado and back to Indy. Wakarusa's lineup is stellar and that's on my list as well. My friend Dylan and I are going to backpack through the Hoosier Trails which passes through the southern part of Bloomington all the way to the border of Kentucky. That last one has to happen. Ah, backpacks and tents, just walking and camping, maybe smoking, writing songs, catching fish and so on. Am I being too unrealistic. I can't help it. I have an overactive imagination.

OutPost

A waste of time. Blaming myself. Feeling nothing. Investing too much. Tearing down a wall. I've lost my self-control. I've lost myself in someone else. Resting all of my happiness in the lap of another. My greatest mistake. It meant nothing. Some sad regret. A thought that brings aching to my chest. I squint my eyes and try to forget. It could be so easy for you. It is so easy for you to turn away. I hope that you feel this some day. I haven't good rest in days. I haven't felt myself. I haven't been back to normal. I need to keep busy. I need to keep writing. I have a show in two days. Maintain focus. I should really buy some strings tomorrow. My car won't stop over heating. It's making me very upset. I hope it'll be alright. It keeps leaking anti-freeze. I need to find the leak. There's so much that needs to be done. I don't want to keep dwelling on an individual person. My first taste of love. I have to remember that I'm only 18. I feel so old. I'm writing new music. Moving forward I guess